5:48 PM
u are the somebody I trusted.
u took that trust,
broke it, cleanly in half.
I'll take the hint you're giving,
and get out of your life.
try not to look back.
I will just be a shadow,
blend and melt into darkness.
acting like I'm nobody.
this is all for the best,
I want you to be happy,
and so you shall be.
my final decision
has been made.
I know I will be sorry.
this is what you wanted.
I hope you're happy.
Goodbye.
--
Thank you for reading.
copyrighted hiddentears
5:43 PM
We play together
run together
chat together
and do many things together
and now u r gone.
I wish u will be happy,
playing with new friends,
but PPPPPLLLLLEEEEAAAASSSSEEE
DO NOT forget ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u will.
copyrighted hiddentears
5:30 PM
yoz. today neva go anywhere lehx. quite sianz lehx. mii legs still aching frm ytds run-- PHS jogathon..
6:57 PM
ytd went ter sci centre n didnt get ter go ter mediacorp.. fer campus superstarr... but dun know can go de lahx.. they say can onli 10 pple go... den how ter giv yiyuan moral support?! haiz... but he lost anyway... so sad lehx. although i support Adriano i still wish at least yiyuan wouldnt b out so fast lorx. den now adriano jia you!! um den go sci centre rite, hav ter catch de micro-organisms in de pond.. n dragonfly.. so funny n a few of them stepped in ter de pond lehx. n guess wad i saw? a four-legged snake! its so gross man. feel sick even thinking of it. den i remember all de fun times we had when we volunteered at sci centre last year... 1 endurance.. its so fun!! miss them all so much!
6:51 PM
tt night watched moulin rouge n was so sad! i even cried in de end when she died.... veri veri touching.. n de singing was veri nice too. hope ter watch it again lehx.
1:52 PM
Don't hold my hand
If ur gonna walk away
Don't kiss my lips
If u don't want us to stay
Don't hold me in ur arms
If ur gonna tear my heart apart
Don't say that u love me
If u never mean it with ur heart
1:44 PM
I open my eyes
But maybe its better they stay closed
For what misery today will bring
I just don't know
Every day is like the one before
I find I'm more hurt and lost
Than ever before
I can't remember a time
Where I was happy and smiling
It feels like forever
That inside I've been dying
It's strange
But I've got use to it
Being this way
It's part of my life now
Depressed everyday
I thrive on the sadness
That tears at my heart
I find some sort of comfort in it
This pain that rips me apart
I was once smiling
Once warm
And so care free
Now I look at myself
And say"What has happened to me?"
What made me this way?
So cold and lost
Were the memories so bad
That I forced them to be forgot
How I can break free?
And leave this behind
I'm tired of being this way all the time
I just want to be held close
But I know I'll push everyone away
I'm too scared to let anyone in
Because I know no one will stay
How do you fix a soul
Which has pieces long gone
How do you fix a life?
That has gone so badly wrong
How do you save a girl?
Who can't save herself?
How can you hear her
When she silently cries for help?
How do you save me?
When I've fallen so far
How can you heal these wounds
Which have turned to scars?
This is who I am
Every day and every night
Sad isn't it?
Well, welcome ter mii life
1:38 PM
haiz... yesterday wasted a movie ticket-- big mama2... so lols rite.. tt veri lame movie. but should b veri funni de lehx. jus wanna say sorri ter u... wasted yr money.. but u didnt wan us ter return u money.. dun b angry k? anyway theres no way u know mii blog so why m i posting tis.. out of guilt mb... jus wanna say sorri..
11:47 AM
yoz. hies. yesterday's so tiring... didnt get ter buy anithin... nvm. haiz... dun even know tml can go campus superstar anot... got de stupid science centre thingy... clash lehx. how ar.
8:13 PM
yesterday i not stupid too rawks! den mii go taka de kinokuniya buy book-- South beach.. damn nice man!! rawks mii life!! makes mii wanna go LA!!
5:48 PM
u are the somebody I trusted.
u took that trust,
broke it, cleanly in half.
I'll take the hint you're giving,
and get out of your life.
try not to look back.
I will just be a shadow,
blend and melt into darkness.
acting like I'm nobody.
this is all for the best,
I want you to be happy,
and so you shall be.
my final decision
has been made.
I know I will be sorry.
this is what you wanted.
I hope you're happy.
Goodbye.
--
Thank you for reading.
copyrighted hiddentears
5:43 PM
We play together
run together
chat together
and do many things together
and now u r gone.
I wish u will be happy,
playing with new friends,
but PPPPPLLLLLEEEEAAAASSSSEEE
DO NOT forget ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u will.
copyrighted hiddentears
5:30 PM
yoz. today neva go anywhere lehx. quite sianz lehx. mii legs still aching frm ytds run-- PHS jogathon..
6:57 PM
ytd went ter sci centre n didnt get ter go ter mediacorp.. fer campus superstarr... but dun know can go de lahx.. they say can onli 10 pple go... den how ter giv yiyuan moral support?! haiz... but he lost anyway... so sad lehx. although i support Adriano i still wish at least yiyuan wouldnt b out so fast lorx. den now adriano jia you!! um den go sci centre rite, hav ter catch de micro-organisms in de pond.. n dragonfly.. so funny n a few of them stepped in ter de pond lehx. n guess wad i saw? a four-legged snake! its so gross man. feel sick even thinking of it. den i remember all de fun times we had when we volunteered at sci centre last year... 1 endurance.. its so fun!! miss them all so much!
6:51 PM
tt night watched moulin rouge n was so sad! i even cried in de end when she died.... veri veri touching.. n de singing was veri nice too. hope ter watch it again lehx.
1:52 PM
Don't hold my hand
If ur gonna walk away
Don't kiss my lips
If u don't want us to stay
Don't hold me in ur arms
If ur gonna tear my heart apart
Don't say that u love me
If u never mean it with ur heart
1:44 PM
I open my eyes
But maybe its better they stay closed
For what misery today will bring
I just don't know
Every day is like the one before
I find I'm more hurt and lost
Than ever before
I can't remember a time
Where I was happy and smiling
It feels like forever
That inside I've been dying
It's strange
But I've got use to it
Being this way
It's part of my life now
Depressed everyday
I thrive on the sadness
That tears at my heart
I find some sort of comfort in it
This pain that rips me apart
I was once smiling
Once warm
And so care free
Now I look at myself
And say"What has happened to me?"
What made me this way?
So cold and lost
Were the memories so bad
That I forced them to be forgot
How I can break free?
And leave this behind
I'm tired of being this way all the time
I just want to be held close
But I know I'll push everyone away
I'm too scared to let anyone in
Because I know no one will stay
How do you fix a soul
Which has pieces long gone
How do you fix a life?
That has gone so badly wrong
How do you save a girl?
Who can't save herself?
How can you hear her
When she silently cries for help?
How do you save me?
When I've fallen so far
How can you heal these wounds
Which have turned to scars?
This is who I am
Every day and every night
Sad isn't it?
Well, welcome ter mii life
1:38 PM
haiz... yesterday wasted a movie ticket-- big mama2... so lols rite.. tt veri lame movie. but should b veri funni de lehx. jus wanna say sorri ter u... wasted yr money.. but u didnt wan us ter return u money.. dun b angry k? anyway theres no way u know mii blog so why m i posting tis.. out of guilt mb... jus wanna say sorri..
11:47 AM
yoz. hies. yesterday's so tiring... didnt get ter buy anithin... nvm. haiz... dun even know tml can go campus superstar anot... got de stupid science centre thingy... clash lehx. how ar.
8:13 PM
yesterday i not stupid too rawks! den mii go taka de kinokuniya buy book-- South beach.. damn nice man!! rawks mii life!! makes mii wanna go LA!!
ME!
kay now im supposed ter talk more bout myself and i dont know wat ter say. -_-' onli that im thir
TEEN. the day i returned frm
elsewhere was seven
TEEN. ladyy here. pHS peep here. frm modern dance society. well, that's wat they call it anyway. yupx. that's about it. im a rather small girl. oh ya, and im one endurance ohh five. proud ter be. ^^ andd two endurance ohh sixx. Lucify rocks my life!! Vics andd Shinya just totally rocks!! im so in love wid them. LOLS!
Adore!
soler
`mo sheng ren((stranger))
li jiu zhe
`baby shi wo
`jie tuo
`zhi qian ni de shou
BoA
`OUTGROW ~ready butterfly~
`soundscape
`everlasting
`First snow
`make a secret
sweety
`ying hua cao
`hai shi xi huan ni
jolin
`ma de li bu si yi
Adore
`
Lucify!!
`manga
`music
`hanging out with frenz
`reading((only applies ter certain books))
`strawberry yoghurt
`xiaoshuo
`everyone i know! ^_~
Loathe
`there's no one i loathe! ^^